so i just left a VM for therapist, canceling my next session and thanking her for her help. it is weird but I do feel a lot less stress acknowledging that there are certain things I am just not going to do (like diet, actively pursue dating, etc.) i want life to simply fall into place or else i want the solution to be as easy as taking a pill.
i know it seems like a cop out, and i am willing to admit that maybe it is on some level, but the level of support i would need to attack any of my goals is beyond my means right now. i do not believe i would have very much success on any front unless someone else was in complete control and just did it for me. i unfortunately think it would take being hospitalized and monitored and pushed 24/7 consistently for about 3 months for it to become a habit that i might continue on my own.
ah well...
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