2 days in partial prog and it feels like years. i saw my signature on papers that i apparently signed yesterday and I had NO recollection of signing them. but i couldn't even argue when i wondered if maybe i had signed the treatment plan while it was blank when i checked in and was told no. but i remember meeting with the T who did the assessment, i remember us talking and her saying more than once she didn't want to probe too much because the dr was coming in to see me and she knew it could be frustrating to answer the same questions over and over again. but i do not even vaguely recollect possibly signing. ah well.
meds were changed. prozac was yanked, wellbutrin was upped and lamictal was changed to topamax. i suspect i will end up on a mix of the 2 mood stabilizers since lamictal is supposed to be known for ability to treat depression of bipolar. but i also have a lot of anger and topamax is supposed to be good for that. also seems that it is a migraine med so maybe i can get some relief from those.
employer tried to throw me for a loop which would have meant the financial ruin of me. but that was averted kind of maybe.
i think i am going to be reassessing work and life and such. but if i think more than 2 hours into the future i tend to start freaking so i reserve that thinking for the safety of program.
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