I am so not feeling the holidays. Home I realized doesn’t feel like a home. It’s just where I live. And I live there begrudgingly.
My family is so fractured and disconnected. it is way too much effort to maintain these fake connections .
I have no special person in my life that I’m excited to see or hear from. And even further, I’m sad about the loss of him as a potential.
work is emotionally draining and chaotic.
And I am emotionally draining and chaotic to myself as I try to work on my eating habits and issues plus face going back to therapy to unravel a ball of intertwined issues that I’ve been carrying.
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