the sadness is back. foolish me thought the pills and the dog would chase it away. i'm trying to find a way to not leave my apt. so i don't ahve to face that i did not do the things i said i would.
i so want to crawl into myself and disappear from the world. but spyddrr left a wose comment reminding me that i can't do that--it's neer worked before. it's a double edged sword. on the one side i need that alone time to recoup from the world. on the otherside, i sometimes forget to come back into the world.
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