Thursday, September 21

the slow crash and burn

i am watching my life fall apart as if it is in slow motion. and i am just watching.

met with the dr. he was reassuring. doubled the dose of lamictal for 1 month. praised me for sticking with treatment even though i felt like the bottom fell out a week ago. beginning to think it is not the disease but me; i just can't cope when the pressure is on and i am not prepared. instead of getting prepared i procrastinate. even now...

2 comments:

spydrwebb said...

one day at a time, just remember that asking for help is a sign of strength, and taking that help is a sign of courage.

Polar Bear said...

People procrastinate. We're not prefect. It's not you. It's the disease.

I know you are hard on yourself. But you're hanging on, and there is still hope. (I hope so too).

Polar B.