went to a fair in the area with some neighbors. young couple and their 2 kids and 2 of the grandparents. young mom referred to me as auntie to her eldest child (2 yo). you know, that generic term you use to describe that old woman that is not related to you but hangs around.
i know she meant it as a sign of respect for the time i have spent with her son (it's really little but of time but she is an over stressed stay at home mom with 2 kids under the age of 3 and just one of those super nice pacifist people).
so many shards of glass in my heart today.
have not strated the ritalin. not sure i will. not sure there is a point. i don't really believe it will work. peel away one layer and there is another layer beneath it. my insanity is like an onion--it has layers and makes you cry.
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