exhausted

i don't understand how i can wake up, yawn and be tired again. it was a struggle tog et up this morning to even take the damn ritalin to hope for some strength. but 10 minutes later i feel weary. what is weird is i odn't feel particularly sad about anythign right at the moment. i'm sure there are some underlying issues to feel sad about that my concious mind is just not registering.

but i am going ot feed the neighbor's cats, walk the neighbor's dog, walk my dog and hope that the brisk air combined with the new music i got on itunes (Evanesense and Fort Minor) gets my blood pumping.