Monday, January 22

not doing so well

but not to worry. by the end of this post i will ahve switched moods atleast 4 times and odds are it will be a good one. it is weird to make some progress. the hindsight it gives you can be frightening. the speed at which my moods can change and the things that can set them off frightens me. yesterday i was crying because the day dream i was having about meeting the love of my life ended with him dying of cancer. and i was sobbing. and then a few minutes in i remembered that it wasn't real.

ah well. only about 1.5 weeks til i see the pdoc again.

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