i feel all this anxiety and i'm tired and overwhelmed. and i should probably go back to therapy. but pride, maybe a bit of shame, and a sense of futility have set in.
have begun to worry about the meds and if they are really working and if the amphetamines stop, then what will i do, etc?
but i have to go to work. i'm hoping that if i can put in 2 11-12 hour days i can be caught up then rest on saturday.
add to that the new FDA warnings which will appear on my adderral about heart problems and sudden death.
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