Tuesday, July 3

well that didn't last so long

seems that the hypomania is slowly drifting away.

i feel like i felt when my best cousin used to come for the summer--I could never wait until she got here; it had been so long since i had seen her. when she finally arrived it was a blast. eventually she got me into all sorts of trouble. then she became a bit of an annoyance. and then it would be time for her to go back home and i would stand on the curb and cry as her mom drove away.

and then i'd run crying down the street after the car, but the car never stopped and i never was able to catch it.

yeah this is just like that.

2 comments:

Polar Bear said...

I'm glad you're not sailing off and have come back down. I'm sad for you too because I'm sure it's nice to go on a high.

Stay safe!

Marie said...

I am unfortunately experiencing the opposite side of things. Stop by the blog when you get a chance.