i knew murphy would get me a bday present

My T told me that I had decomp'd to the point that i met the qualifications for inpatient and she really thinks that is where i should go.

that's just what i wanted to hear on my bday.

and fyi... i'm not going (not voluntarily anyway. and i told her if they took me involuntarily and i came out to no apt., no car and had to live with my mom, then it would have been a waste of time and money)