she said i seemed to be withdrawing. i guess so. i dunno. i'm getting tired again. i mean no energy. i think i can't muster the energy to try because i feel so overwhelmed by the amount of help i feel like i need. and i know my insurance company isn't going to pay. so i have to figure out how to manage all of this. even without the time wasting, simple activities seem to take me longer. so i am perpetually behind.
but i have been reading some books and listening to a audio book and have had some insights so i hope, i hope, i hope...
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Oh boy can I so relate to the lack of energy & feeling overwhelmed by the amount of help needed. I had to choose my words wisely during my last T visit or she would have had me locked up.
Wish I could offer some words of advice, but just know you aren't alone in how you're feeling. Keep pushing through day by day, minute by minute if you need to.
Oh..and go click on the links I posted on my blog to the pics I have of Linkin Park & Chester singing for Julien-K. Hopefully those'll put a smile on your face, if only briefly.
i doubt this helps, but there is a cheering section here.
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