Sunday, May 25

the exhaustion

i'm tired. my house is a wreck. i mean if someone came and needed to use the bathroom i'd have to drive them to the gas station. so much stuff out of place and everywhere that i can't even start. it just makes me cry. and nothing i do seems to make much of a difference when i sit down and look back.

i have to make the call to find a primary care and get the tests so i can see the specialists. but i can't even manage to schedule an oil change. i can only do what comes at me. i can't make my life happen. i just let life happen to me.

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