i've been contemplating my future, tryingt o find something i think i will fit at that will fit me. something that will ebb and flow like me. i ahven;t come up with any ideas.
well except one. i have this recurring sick thought to just go to jail. i know that i probably have this rather romanticized notion of what jail is like, but here is what i am thinking:
- no one expects anything of me. i don't have to preplan anything, yada yada yada
- i don't think they will really care if i sleep all day from excessive day time sleepiness
- medical care--it won't be great, but neither will mine be if i can't maintain a job.
- get back to reading books
- control of your visitor list
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I used to think about joining a Commune. It's all about retreat. The feeling of being in a place where the responsibility won't touch you and you can fall deeper into you.
Seductive thought.
Yet sometimes it's the hassles of the day that keep me alive. And now, I cherish that.
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