Saturday, November 22

not quite what i meant

when i closed comments on the last post it wasn't to insinuate that i was depressed as hell and sorry to be alive.

i am not depressed AS HELL.

and as a point of reference I am not sorry to be alive. I am sorry to struggle so much to be alive. but right now the struggle is minimal so i'm going to think about other things.

1 comment:

Polar Bear said...

That's good insight - being able to see that you are not sorry to be alive, but rather, sorry to struggle so much...

I hope it gets better with time.