the last 2 nights, katie has gotten up and slept in the living room; this morning i found myself thinking "she doesn't like me" just like her previous (and seriously mentally damaged) mother.
my shrink sent me a note that he is moving about 30 minutes away. i cried. then i realized i want' sure if this was a new location or additional location.
i am set to have lunch with the rector of my church friday. now am totally scared at what he will ask me and what i will say. i want to "confess" my craziness to him in hopes that he can perform some church ritual to make the demons that plague my soul from within go away.
and the meds aren't really working. i guess it was the placebo effect or maybe the addition of katie to my household.
i know i just have to hold on and this will pass... i just wish i could hold on while lying in my bed.
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