all the more worse

my mom ofcourse doesn't agree with my decision. you can hear the disappointment and disapproval in her voice. I"M not F*ING throwing a party about the situation either. but this from a woman who did not provide good training on how to handle finances.

and then last night came the thoguhts of what could i get rid of to help me free up the additional income i would need to get into the debt restructuring program?

1. get rid of katie
2. sell my stuff
3. move to a cheaper apt.
4. sell my car and buy a used car (but if i move downtown i could get away with having NO car)
5. cut off phone, cable & internet
   

and because i was so tired i fell asleep in a 15 minute window and was late to walking the dog i get the lecture form the elderly woman that i can not keep working 2-3 jobs. but she doesn't get that i don't ahve a choice.

and i've been trying to decide if it was even worth it to pay the credit cards if i was going to pursue bankruptcy?

i';m too tired for this right now. i'm going back to bed and hide.