Friday, October 6

i'm over 155K in debt

including credit cards, student loans and my car and money from my mom. and that's a low estimate based on a low amount i borrowed from my mom.

the money i have in my account right now wouldn't be enough to pay for a cremation.

oh wait if i don't have a viewing or anything and only let my mom id me from a photo i could eek out enough for a cremation.

but if i donate my body to science... cremation is free!

i know.. call the dr. go to the e.r. really it's fine--the dark thoughts actually soothe me; it's like i know i have the last laugh on life, the trump card it can never beat. but i never play that card; i just hold it and savor it.

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