assigned seating

so i am thinking about leaving a "reserved" sign in the chair at the Pdoc's office. or maybe the suggestion that they have a frequent flier section for high use customers. or maybe a punch card so your 5th visit is free.

nothing like walking in and your therapist and the office staff look up at you and say "there she is; we were just talking about you." i wanted to yell "well fucking call off the police APB; I showed up. no need for the paddy wagon, taser, haldol and the fancy white jacket, " but instead I just said "mmm probably not the way to greet crazy people."

but it seems they have been trying to work things out with the insurance company so that i will not stop coming due to finances.

in the mean time i have been trying to call and find a partial hosp program in my insurance plan and get prior authorization so that i can get fmla and/or ST disability. seems i have to be out of work for 2 weeks to get 60% of my pay. and since i have about 1 day of leave time left, i will be screwed beyond all belief. atleast i made my car payment so i can keep it for 30 more days.

this is going to get messy really fast. but ah well. i don't really care. whatver will be must be if i am to be.