making the best of a bad decision

so in my rebellious mode when i am coming up with answers for the inevitable questions of "wtf? why did you do that?" to one of my crazed infueled actions, i come up with equally crazy answers.

the problem is when they take.

this one is that i want a tattoo on the back of my skull. here's the design i have in mind (DONT STEAL IT).

an outline of a brain but it is made to look like twisted bars of a cell. inside crouched and kneeling and crowded is a girl, she's crying tears of blood.

it's how i feel, rather imprisoned by my mind. but then i want to explore a way to expand it so that also incorporates those moments when my mind, my ability to live in my make believe, were so much better than reality, that my mind was my most worshiped gift.

and i like the placement of it because when my hair grows back, it really is that that struggle is my torment, my personal battle, the demon only i know about in my life.