i realized last night (or should i say i acknowledged) that i was becoming depressed as the dose of effexor is reduced. except i have a lot of trouble distinguishing minute changes in my levels of depression; i just don't usually notice the how far i've slid kind of thing.
as i am beginning to have a bit more energy i'm not going back. and right now, i really can't take a change in meds and the testing of side effects. my body needs some peace.
the irony that as the anniversary of my hospitalization approaches i may very well end up so depressed i have to return to the hospital is not lost on me.
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I hope this date doesn't have the reaction you fear.
On the higher side? You're achieving a level of awareness about your own mind and moods that is required for real recovery.
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