Monday, May 9

we are all hangin in

right?
I mean I know it might be barely some moments.

The great thing is I am not depressed. I mean I am but in the case of which came first the chicken or the egg, this time the anxiety came first. It is a lot different than managing major depression with anxiety flashes.

Anxiety makes me tired. It really has needed to be a seroquel night for awhile because I realize I lie in bed and my mind won't stop going except it is recreating scenarios for daydreams. I just need some deep sleep, but there is no time for the morning  after slight haze. My willpower is not enough to resist its beckoning call back to bed. Yet, the anxiety beckons me back to bed so perhaps at least also being left with the calm from seroquel is better. Just one more thing for my anxious mind to over ponder.

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