quickly unraveling

I should not have let him back into that closed off space of my should. I should have left that door closed.

All of my securities are unraveling. It isn't just him. Friends have become fed up with my messy hoarding ways so they are coming to remove all my boxes to the storage unit I bought.

I feel raw and exposed. I am putting on a good face because i know they mean well. They dont know how deep it runs. Apparently my game face is that good.