a celebration of the "haven't i been here before" nature of depression
a mourning of darkness, a longing for light, but hopefully, in the end, a tale of survival.
Saturday, April 28
Why am I doing this to myself
i haven't been taking my meds. this is how the great downfall began. there is no particular reason except no time ever seemed like the time to take my meds. what the hell? Then comes the "it is all futile" thoughts. BAHHHHH!
please be careful not taking the pills ... I know how much it affects me when I don't take my meds. I know there are valid reasons why people stop, but for me the potential craziness outweighs the side effects... be well.
Funny thing is it is not the side effects per se. I'm not even sure what fueled this. But at some point i just became avoidant of lot's of things in my life and my meds were one.
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please be careful not taking the pills ... I know how much it affects me when I don't take my meds. I know there are valid reasons why people stop, but for me the potential craziness outweighs the side effects... be well.
Funny thing is it is not the side effects per se. I'm not even sure what fueled this. But at some point i just became avoidant of lot's of things in my life and my meds were one.
I took them tonight.
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